I think I have some real big emotions going over the last few days. The last two days have been really rough. I actually broke down crying with frustration. It comes a time where you feel like giving up as you feel like a failure. Granted I would never give up.
I suppose your wondering where this is all coming from. The last two mornings with Dakota have been rough. Yesterday I can’t really remember. I know that he really hurt my feelings and I felt like walking out the door and not coming back. Please don’t think I would. I had a great cry. My husband said to my son are you happy you made your mother cry. My son wanted to give me a hug. I just needed my space and said just give me a little time. He ran off crying.
Well shortly after the good cry I had the day got better. Well I forgot to send Dakota’s meds with Earl when he went to his parents. So he came back bouncing off the walls. Missing a med screws up the whole day! Although last night wasn’t that bad.
This morning it starts again. He comes in my room loud and obnoxious when he wakes up and wakes up his sister. I was so mad and frustrated. He started talking sassy. Again I got frustrated and started crying.
Things are going fine now. In fact he wants to go apple picking. LOL
I am really frustrated as he doesn’t understand others emotions. He doesn’t understand how to react to emotions. Sometimes I wonder if he does it on purpose. Whether or not he is it’s another story that I don’t have answers for.
In fact the boys played xbox together with no bickering… Wait are these MY kids? They are argue all the time and bicker back and forth. I loved the moment that the two were working together. Since then the morning has been fantastic.
What do you do when you feel like you have had enough? When things get so frustrating and you know it takes nothing but time to change if it changes at all?